Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Expressing Hope Through Gratitude

 A Season of Reflection and Gratitude

Very few--if any--would disagree that 2020 has been a particularly difficult year.  It’s not that we naively expect to live above challenges that come along, it’s just that this year has tested us as a society, as families, and as individuals, in unique ways.

I’m not one who embraces unfounded or artificial optimism nor am I a cynic or pessimist. If something’s wrong or amiss, I address it as it is, not as I wish it were.  My process is very simple:

  1. Acknowledge something is wrong.

  2. Analyze why it is wrong (or feels wrong).

  3. Consider options for action.

  4. Choose the most ideal course.

  5. Act with faith.

  6. Reevaluate and Repeat as needed.

This system has become so natural and spontaneous for me now that I hardly think about the steps consciously. Live in reality, act ideally--that’s the mode of living I prefer to embrace.

To be perfectly open about coming into this season of gratitude and of celebration, I have not yet been able to process all the difficult and chaotic events that have piled on, nor have I had the luxury of having these events stop completely; that’s not reality.  Perhaps this is a new type of normal and we will have to level up to meet the challenges for our own well-being.  I don’t know the answers.

So when we are told this time of year to “be grateful,” and it feels like business as usual, I can’t help the urge to push back a bit.  I’m afraid of embracing any sense of “pollyanna”-esk falseness. The bigger question I grapple with is:

How do we live in gratitude and hope when pain lingers, when difficulty is still unresolved or ongoing, when goals and expectations not only falter but may not be restore-able within our power to act?

This is not a new question.  It is a quintessential human conundrum.  When the Italian writer, Dante Alighieri, published The Divine Comedy in 1320 A.D., he not only acknowledged that life is fraught with pain, disappointment, and poor choices, but that those realities might even follow the weary traveler on their post-life journey--if they are not aware.  As the main protagonist of his epic poem, Dante is escorted by his historical mentor, the Classical era poet, Virgil, to the gates of the underworld.  There, he reads the grim warning posted at the entrance: “Abandon Hope All Ye Who Enter Here.”  But remember the location of this signpost.  It signals to the traveler that they are standing--quite literally--at the very gates of Hell, and the final requisite to entering is to abandon hope.  To Dante, the abandonment of hope is the gateway of Hell.  If this is true, then we have to consider the opposite, too: to cling to hope is the rejection of Hell and all its attendant horrors. It is precisely hope that helps us steer clear of this miserable end.

Where there is hope, gratitude is nearby. Hope is given life through gratitude. Gratitude is the verbal and emotional rejection of Dante's gates of Hell.  

It is no wonder recognizes The Divine Comedy as, “one of the world’s great works of literature.” In it, Dante captures truths about the nature of living as he explores the eternal effects of those truths upon us.  So, I’ll trust those wiser wanderers who’ve traveled life’s paths in advance of me.  I’ll listen to the wisdom of Dante and choose hope.  And I’ll express it through gratitude--especially in 2020.  There are so many people, including ourselves, who need hope.

Gratitude Is...

Gratitude is a feeling of thankfulness towards the world, or towards specific individuals, towards the situation in which we find ourselves, or toward ourselves. The person who feels and expresses gratitude is thankful for what they have.  Gratitude is ultimately a statement of hope for the future and peace in the present. There are infinite ways to express hope through gratitude and there are so many who need to hear it. Who needs your gratitude right now?

The Self-Date:  You need you!  Remember the self-date principle we discussed last week? Remember, planning time in your week to renew yourself?  For your next self-date, you don’t even need to leave your house.  Get a pen and paper. Write a list of what you like about yourself--your talents and virtues.  Note the difficult things you’ve learned to overcome. Outline what you’ve accomplished already. Celebrate your strength and progress. 

My husband, James, shared a quote with me just the other day that deepened my understanding of this principle.  It is attributed to the Greek philosopher Epicurus:

Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.

Record your success and acknowledge them to yourself. You need you.

The Gratitude Visit: Your loved ones and close friends need you!  Madhuleena Roy Chowdhury, a practicing psychiatric counselor, writes:

We all have someone, whose unconditional support and help meant a lot to us. We feel as if we ‘owe’ our happiness and success to them. If you have such a person, he/she might be your friend, family, or a professional associate, meet them once or twice a month.

Initiate the plan, go and express your thankfulness one more time – let the person feel important. Exchange some good memories and offer your support. In most cases, gratitude visits bring a feeling of sanctity and positivity instantly.

Sincere, daily expressions of gratitude strengthen the bonds of our marriages, deepen the connection to our children, and reinforce valued friendships. Your loved ones need you.

The “I Love You Because…” Box: If you’re married, your spouse needs you. They chose you because they need you. I have to share with you one of my husband’s strengths: he knows how to express gratitude and he sometimes does it through gift-giving.  One gift in particular that stands out as a treasure to me is the “I Love You Because…” box he gave me a number of years ago on Valentine’s Day.  It was a simple red box with a faux-leather padded exterior and a black velveteen lining. Inside he had carefully cut and folded 100 pieces of vellum.  On each piece, he had written one positive attribute about me--that I brought to our marriage or to our family--that he loved.  This inexpensive gift of gratitude for my life has remained one of the most priceless treasures of our 25-year marriage.  I believe his openness to expressing gratitude has helped bind our marriage together over the years. Interestingly enough, I think that his love for me grew while making the gift precisely because of the time he spent thinking about and recording the uplifting and positive contributions he saw me making. It blessed us both. Your spouse needs you.

Guileless expressions of gratitude for loved ones deepen our connection to them, gives us more patience on their behalf, and endears them to us through love, not compulsion or obligation.

The Unexpected Compliment: Even perfect strangers need you.  A few weeks ago I was fumbling through my purse to dig out my mask before going into a store to get a few groceries.  As I walked toward the entrance, a woman walking in the opposite direction called out, “I love your bag!” The encounter was so brief in passing that I had to project out a loud “Thank you!” as she walked away.  Every time I look at that bag or walk through that same parking lot, I think of her selfless compliment. It still sticks with me.  

Do you thank your cashier? The person who takes your order when eating out or refills your glass? The person who changes your oil?  To express gratitude by paying a simple compliment to those we don’t know, or to thank those who serve our needs--even if we pay them to--increases our feelings of unity with not only our community at home but with humanity at large. Strangers need you, too. 

Use Gratitude to Reduce Feelings of Anxiety and Discouragement

In studies related to the health of the brain, research is beginning to uncover the reality that the practice of gratitude helps reduce feelings of anxiety and of discouragement.  Who could use less of those menacing feelings? In an article about “The Neuroscience of Gratitude and How It Affects Anxiety & Grief,” written by Madhuleena Roy Chowdhury and published online at, we learn a lot about the cause and effects of unchecked anxiety:

Anxiety is our body’s inbuilt wake-up call that alerts us against danger. When fear sets in, our body releases hormones that create the fight or flight responses, and we react likewise. The brain doesn’t get much time to analyze the right or wrong when the adrenaline rush begins. The worst upshot of anxiety is that it makes us feel insecure, and we start questioning our inner strengths. Eventually, coping mechanisms start failing.

Repeated patterns of anxiety response lead us to develop patterns of negativity in our thinking that reinforce feelings of inferiority and of powerlessness.  This weakened mental and emotional state may even make us more vulnerable to addictions and a myriad of unhealthy responses. As a counterweight to feelings of anxiety, the author recommends the simple practice of gratitude.  Chowdhury says:

By consciously practicing gratitude, we can train the brain to attend selectively to positive emotions and thoughts, thus reducing anxiety and feelings of apprehension.


The beginning of emotional health really is that simple! The truth is, if we waited for enough time to process all our pain, or for perfect clarity and understanding to distill upon us, or for conditions to favor our needs, we would remain stuck forever.  And so we begin to understand that we can learn patterns of thinking and acting that help us temper our disappointment and our loss through hope, our anxiety and our distress through gratitude. 

The Gratitude Checkup

Psychologists Mitchel Adler and Nancy Fagley developed a gratitude quiz to help you evaluate where you stand on the gratitude scale and then share some techniques to become more self-aware in this area.  The quiz comes from the greater good website at the University of California at Berkeley. When you're done, you'll get your gratitude score, learn more about the benefits of gratitude, and find resources for cultivating more gratitude in your life.  It only takes about 1 minute to answer and provides an analysis right away.

Please know that your responses will remain anonymous and will not be shared with any other groups.  

Click Here to Take the Quiz

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What Can I Do To Develop Better Gratitude Habits?

Here are a few takeaways to help get you thinking about not only how often you can express gratitude but what can be done to increase it:

In this season of thanksgiving, I hope you, too, will find the courage to experience hope through the expression of gratitude.  It’s within all of our reach whatever the conditions we struggle through.  I’m rooting for you!

I hope that this gives you a few more tools as you answer the question introduced earlier:

How do we live in gratitude and hope when pain lingers, when difficulty is still unresolved or ongoing, when goals and expectations not only falter but may not be restore-able within our power to act?

I am strengthened by my connection to you.  Thank you for reading and sharing this blog with others!  Until we meet together again, Happy Thanksgiving, and always remember to...

Live Beautifully!

Heather Butler

Founder and President of Beautiful Living, LLC

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Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Self-Love and the Choice to Live Deliberately

 First of all, updates!

When I last wrote in May, the world was going into “hide and survive” mode.  Shelves were emptying out in grocery stores and convenience stops everywhere, first with toilet paper, cleaners, and water, then with, well, everything else!

At one point my children wouldn’t let me go to the store alone.  They really were worried about my safety.  What a relief that shelves are just about fully restocked now and the tension level has dropped to more manageable levels!  I hope you have access to what you need, too.  I hope you’re well.

This has been a monumental week for me in the growth of my dream of entrepreneurship--a 20-year dream--to build a company dedicated to helping women of all ages and backgrounds have tools that allow them to live more beautifully: to have more hope, to have real resources, to live with greater clarity, support, and newness of direction.  This has been a long time coming. I’m happy to announce that my eldest daughter and I have started vlogging on Instagram and you’re invited!  The video messages will be uploaded weekly and last between 5-15 minutes.  

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The Path to Deliberate Living

This week, our focus is self-love: what it means, what it looks like when it’s balanced and healthy, and what to do to develop it.  Learning to live deliberately is an expression of self-love. Let me explain.

In the Fall of 2017, I was teaching English and American History to high school juniors and seniors full-time.  Our school’s Director, Robyn Ellis, arranged for me, and a fellow teacher--and dear friend--Shannon Cannon, to attend a workshop in Boston at the Harvard School of Business.  Because we were going to be among historical haunts related to our teaching content, and because we lived so far away from the East Coast, we got permission to stay an extra day to visit some of the most important sites.  Walden Pond, outside of Boston, made the list of places important to us to see.

Walden Pond in Concord, Massachusetts entered American lore on August 9, 1854, when Henry David Thoreau published Walden, or, A Life in the Woods. (Click here to digitally read through the original book!)  

Thoreau’s move to Walden was his attempt to simplify and clarify his life.  It was his two-year-long date with himself.

While there, besides foraging for food, tending his garden, and generally avoiding contact with others, he wrote extensively in his journal.  His intent was to minimize the clutter and noise of his life so he could maximize what really mattered the most to him: how he felt, what he knew, what he believed.  Boiled down (and in his own words) Thoreau writes:

I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.

Thoreau’s time alone helped him clarify his mind, organize his thoughts on paper, renew his courage to go back to society, and live with centered conviction.  

The Art of Renewal: Your Self-date

When Shannon and I arrived at the pond, we enjoyed the walk leading to the location of the hearthstone--all that remains of the original, tiny, one-room cabin from 1847--set back off the beaten path.  We each laid a stone of remembrance at the site as a token of his attempt to “live deliberately.”  Then, we separated so we could walk, reflect, and write our own deliberations.

I found large stones leading down to the pond's edge to write.

Thirty minutes later, after writing and thinking, I felt whole and renewed. I wrote what I valued the most and what I most wanted to become as a person.  The responsibilities, challenges, and concerns I carried into Walden had neither been erased nor had the world changed, but I felt more centered, more assured--courageous, confident, and at peace.  I started thinking with more courage about what I really wanted from life.  No decision was made definitively, but then again, no seed grows overnight, and prior to that, I had not taken the time to really think deeply about and write down what I wanted to create with my life long term.  I began to wonder--quietly--if there was something more for me.  Was it time to start my own dream for me?  What exactly did it mean for me to “live deliberately?”  Was there space for this kind of decision?  Where there resources and support?  

I didn’t label it at the time but looking back I had taken myself on what my oldest daughter, Madeline, calls a self-date.  Recently, she encouraged me to go on one again.  Soon.

It took my daughter’s coaxing to teach me that these moments of escape and reflection do not need to be 3 years apart.  A self-date is any planned activity of any given length that allows you time alone.  You don’t always have to bring a journal but you might want to be prepared to capture all the thoughts and ideas that flood in when the noise of the world is quieted.  If you’re a busy young momma, a self-date can be scheduled at nap times or on a weekend when more babysitters or a spouse are available for an hour or two.  If your job demands most of your daytime energy, a self-date may be planned into lunchtime or scheduled as an unbreakable “appointment” with yourself after work.  Be creative.  But be proactive.

A Change and A Dream

Some things come full circle.  On my last day of teaching high school in late Spring of 2019, I took my classes up to a park in Provo Canyon for a field trip where they could also have a self-date and share in the invitation to think a bit and write on how to “live deliberately.”  It’s interesting.  It took me a year and a half just to get enough courage to reset my feet on a new path.  With my sweet husband’s support, I was able to step back from high school teaching and redirect my attention to strategizing the next chapter of life first into clear ideas, then into words, and finally into tangible reality as a fully legitimized business: Beautiful Living, LLC.

It is by no means a clear cut creation.  Since my visit to Walden Pond, I made lists of goals--big ones and small ones--that will most likely occupy the creative energy of my life.  Beginning a new venture feels like holding an infant--knowing there’s living potential, a certainty that there will be joy and pain, realizing and accepting my role in nurturing and shaping it.  It is by no means certain to succeed, but it can have a chance at life through me.  And it will touch more lives than just my own could.

The other night, November 12th, 2020, Madeline brought home papers filled out for me to register my dream business with the State of Utah. The next morning, November 13th, my husband called his attorney to get the paperwork filed to legally give this new dream life.  That afternoon, I went on a scheduled self-date again after three and a half long years. I opened my phone to search for inspiration to begin writing and found myself again reading these life-altering words from Thoreau:

I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.

Sometimes, life becomes poetry.

A Time To Act

So go on! Set up a date with yourself. Pack a journal, a sandwich, some sunglasses or walking shoes. Don’t be reckless, be deliberate. The world needs more people to live deliberately, those who take the time to measure their thoughts and feelings, who pause to plan, who think about their resources in new ways, who gather to themselves support even if God is the only one who shows up, who seek to collect wisdom and invite stillness to themselves, who listens to that still, small voice that whispers, “there’s something else you need to prepare to do.”

A Personal Invitation

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...Live Beautifully!

Heather Butler

Founder and President of Beautiful Living, LLC

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Here are a few takeaways from this week's theme: Self-love